“Lately I feel like I have to have a conversation with myself everyday- several times a day, in order to gently usher the tremors out. However, that does not always ensure a swift trip. It has become an absolutely vital process so as to avoid any…yet unknown manifestations. Under the comfort of my walls and daily understated routines, I had forgotten the big bang of tribulations that arise from even the most casual wink. And now I face the full wrath of what really wraps these human days. I stress yet again how I dislike and dread turning my thoughts to future scenarios. I simply do not want to know! because…I sort of already do. Maybe I could fool myself, I think but no, no, it’s too overpowering, it has burst beyond the mine walls. The intermezzo is up and now the long, consuming battle is dragging on. Tired already.”



